Getting Back to Basics

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I had an interesting epiphany earlier this week.

Change, for many of us, is hard. Stressful, overwhelming, even unfair depending on the situation. We want things to remain as they are and not change because we don’t like a certain direction we may be heading towards. We weigh on decisions that have to be made. On Thursday, I found myself in this situation.

Until a thought from a woman I spoke with about my struggles made me pause. She had commented to me about “getting back to basics” with things. For some reason, that comment made me think back to my writing. How all of a sudden writing had become stagnant for me. That I was so focused on everything else that writing slipped into the background and out of sight. That my writing desk and book shelf was getting very disorganized, collecting dust, and left untouched unless I grab a book or my laptop.

As I write this, I see rain briefly coming down even though the sun is shining bright. Heh, that always catches my attention for some reason. Maybe because it’s a sign of despite any sadness that may come your way, the joy will always outshine the pain.

So, it’s time for me to get back to basics so I can write again. Because I have a lot to say.

Happy writing, and please, keep writing. when the going gets tough. Also, don’t ever be afraid to start over to find your way back.

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When You Cannot Find Words

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I think we all can agree that writing is a challenge for various reasons: reworking outline after outline, dropping or adding scenes, changing characters, and so on.

But what happens when you cannot find the words to put your story on paper or computer? You have idea after idea in your head, and they sound great! You think to yourself, “This would make a great story,” or “I cannot stop thinking about this character.”

But then when you make time to sit down at your desk or wherever you write, nothing comes up.

This is something I’ve struggled with as I’m sure you have. Is it self-doubt creeping in when you’re not looking? Is it thinking too much about being perfect with your manuscript or piece? I would answer yes to both questions.

We all get scared of what we share with the world. The critics, complete strangers, and more that could tear your work apart without even knowing you. The self-critic haunting your soul and telling you your work is not good enough.

So how do we confront these demons and the things out of our control?

  • Surround yourself with people who support you
  • Give yourself breaks to get in touch with your heart and soul (I really think there’s a deep connection between what we write and what lies in one’s heart)
  • Look back on previous works that you are proud of and remind yourself you can do it again
  • Remember words shared by friends, fellow writers, authors you admire that made you feel confident
  • Write; and don’t censor yourself.

I’m sure I can list many more things you could do. We can get out of the funk and try again. Be the writer you were meant to be, and remember that one can always get better with hard work and persistence.

Your work will be remembered one day.

Happy writing!

Writing Prompt: Fall

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The first day of fall is a couple hours away! I’m excited for the season: cooler temperatures, the leaves changing, a time to pause and enjoy nature, and cider donuts.

Here’s a prompt to get you excited for fall:

Free Write: Write about the Fall season however you choose, but make sure your piece includes at least one of these themes, objects, or symbols:

  • Apple picking
  • Fall foliage
  • Cider donuts
  • Pumpkins (you can mention Halloween)
  • Farms (hay rides, picking out fall decorations, etc.)
  • Pumpkin Spice Latte
  • Pecan Pie
  • Football
  • Sweaters
  • Caramel Apples
  • Leaf peeping

Happy writing!

Finding the Right Fit

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Have you ever read a book that you just couldn’t read but then you return to it later on and realize why you checked it out in the first place? I’m starting to see that with this book I’m currently reading called Hurricane Season by Lauren Denton. I’ve only read a few chapters so far, but I’m enjoying the story. I’ve seen it in emails for a while from authors I’ve subscribed to and at my local library, but always avoided it for some reason. So recently, I picked it up, but still left the book untouched. Until Thursday, when I finally started read a few chapters. Emotional, excellent pace, and great characters so far have me intrigued.

At the same time, though, I couldn’t finish another book and put it aside. It was a short story collection I checked out at the library. A few of the stories were fantastic, and then all of a sudden I lost interest and just gave up altogether. I’m bummed, but maybe one day I’ll give that collection another try.

Sometimes a book doesn’t fit what you need right now, just like things in life don’t happen when you want them to. Probably a weird comparison, but I have weird thoughts sometimes! I’m not sure what journey I will be taking with Hurricane Season, but I think it might be interesting. We’ll see if it makes my September Book of the Month!

I’m keeping this post short this week so I can catch up on some reading.

Happy writing everyone!

Life Changes, as Do Books

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A week ago, you all read about me being in a difficult place creatively and spiritually. I felt like I was losing my purpose. However, I have felt a change in direction this week.

Ever since I read The Reason by William Sirls in 2013, I’ve come to believe that God uses people to encourage me when I am at my lowest. Sometimes, I even stumble upon the right book that gives me comfort and answers.

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With Labor Day weekend, Barnes & Noble had a Labor Day sale. I decided to purchase Just Let Go by Courtney Walsh, her latest book on my to-read list. But I couldn’t decide on the other book I wanted to get. Reading reviews for a second opinion, debating if the second book I bought would be something I would cherish and read again, and wondering if I was just buying the book so I could get free shipping.

You might remember my review earlier this year of Bathsheba by Jill Eileen Smith and the story that led me to discovering this author and my path as a writer. She has since written more Biblical Fiction books, including her latest, A Passionate Hope: Hannah’s Story.

I chose that book.

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The reasons:

  1. Familiarity with the author
  2. The themes of the book (hope, patience, being kind in the midst of meanness)
  3. The story from the Bible (Hannah is the woman who would be blessed with Samuel, a boy who later becomes a great prophet)
  4. Wanting to read a different story (this was the first book I’ve seen about Hannah)

I believe finding the books that I do that will help me understand my faith, myself, and my writing will play a bigger role in my journey going forward. Sometimes you need to learn about forgiveness and God’s goodness, other times about love and finding peace. Whatever literature leads you to these revelations, I pray you find them. I hope with these new books I will find the newest lessons I need to learn.

So one day, I can write a book that I will be proud of.

Happy writing!

Peace and Insecurity: A Writer’s Loss of Purpose

Today is September 1st. The end of one month and the beginning of another. A lot has happened since my last post before taking a hiatus. A trip of a lifetime to Montana, taking my social media break, and finding myself growing more insecure about my purpose and passion.

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One of the many hot springs I visited in Yellowstone

For two weeks in August, I was with my family in Montana. We were visiting Yellowstone National Park for the very first time. Along the way, we stopped in South Dakota and had the opportunity to see Mount Rushmore, another site we never saw before.

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Mount Rushmore!

During these two weeks, I went whitewater rafting, photographed the numerous bison walking by my dad’s truck in the park, visited Grand Teton National Park, had horses visit us at the house we were staying, and got to sit in the big backyard and enjoy the mountainous view before me. I felt peace, connected with nature for the first time in a while, and did things I never thought I’d do five years ago.

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Then I came home. Suddenly gripped with a sense of loss, loneliness, and depression, I started to view my life as disappointing. I felt at 25 years old that I was a joke of a human being. I felt I had let many down from God to family and friends and work. I felt most of all that I let myself down. I was looking forward to writing about my adventures for YAYWORLD when I came home, but then I lost my nerve.

Since, I’ve felt broken, wondering if I wasted my life on a passion that isn’t cooperating lately. Dwelling on decisions I’ve made. I’ve even been questioning my faith, again. I am not a perfect writer nor human being. I have had my ups and downs like everyone else. I get angry about things, I question a lot, and think a little too much. My emotions are not as bad as they were a few weeks ago, but they linger.

When I took my social media break, I felt free. I didn’t need to dwell on comments from random people I might never meet, fandom stuff, and more. I could slow down and remember what means the most to me: what’s right in front of me. I still have that perspective since coming home, but I further question social media’s role in my life.

 

 

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Traveler’s Chapel at Wall Drug, Wall, SD

 

A person’s journey will always have the peaks and valleys that define it. We will have our great moments of triumph, and our deep sorrows with failure and mistakes. However, compared to a year ago, I feel I’m where I’m supposed to be. Whatever the struggle in your passion, writing or not, you will find it again. Take a break from social media for your own peace of mind and perspective. Also, step out of the comfort zone and try something new; you never know what you will discover.

I know it has been over two years now since this blog began, and I am forever grateful to all of you who comment and read. Blogging has given me another outlet to reach out to others and share my thoughts, and I pray it’s making a difference in your life and take something away from each post and book review. May we continue for many more years!

Happy writing!

Making My Way Back

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I still have a few thoughts to think over, and this week has been long and difficult. Please know that I am finding my way and the hiatus was good for me. Taking time away from social media was a welcome breather as well. If you ever feel overwhelmed by the Internet and social networking, taking some time away will make a difference.

When September begins next week, I will say more.

But I am okay. I just need to find my heart again, one step at a time.